The series is named after one of the works it includes.
Here’s what happened that day: as usual, I wet the sheet with water, painted in watercolor what seemed to me an adequate reflection of what I saw, and was quite pleased with the result. Only a few details remained. But then the rain started — a downpour. It instantly washed everything off the paper. I was so upset I nearly cried, because I had really liked what I’d painted.
I was about to pack up and leave, but my stubbornness stopped me. How could I walk away and have nothing to show for that day? I had been going out to paint studies every day, sometimes two a day. So I decided to fight the weather. On the same sheet, now empty and soaked with rain, I began to paint again — almost with fury — determined to overcome the dampness and the total spreading of the colors.
What began to emerge was a completely different mood, almost the opposite of the first version. And then a woman with a dog passed by — they completed the composition. I was satisfied again, and this time proud. Proud that I had managed to overcome the circumstances and, most importantly, myself within them — not to despair, not to take offense, and not to walk away with nothing.
It was October 2020, the first year of the COVID-19 pandemic. Going out to paint every day for two months in Izmailovsky Park in Moscow became my way of coping with the circumstances the world had offered.














